Something clever

I have nothing but randomness in mind. So thus the lack of an idea for a title.

Oh I am so super frustrated this was the longest blog post I have ever written. It was random and amazing and covered so very much. I am so super frustrated that for some reason the first line is all that saved and published.

Kids went to the dentist today- no cavities!

We want to adopt a sad dog. Matt doesn't want to but Madison needs to love it and pet it so it can be a happy dog.

Madison starts school soon and I am sad about it.

Carter is going to miss Madison so much which led into a story of all the miscarriages and where we are in life at the moment.

I am so angry! this is the highlights from the awesome disappearing blog post. I may fill in the blanks at a later date when I am not so very angry.

Friends

   I was starting to believe I was cursed. It all started when I got married. One month later my parents and sisters moved, 7 hours away. They married me off and ditched me. This was just the begining in the last six years my cousin and best friend moved. I have become friends with so many amazing people who have then moved away. The number is right around ten which is a lot for that short of time. So the reason this is coming up is because I am about to have another friend move away. Which makes me sad but then again I have been so blessed to know her. I am a better person I have learned so much from the amazing friends who have come in and out of my life. They helped me and will go on to help others, they are so amazing they cant stay in one place. I am definately not cursed just extremely blessed. So if you are wanting to move out of the area come be my friend and you will move in a year :)

SVT

Supra ventricular Tachycardia, yep I have that.
I went to be a sub on Kristi's softball team, okay it might be Danny's team but I am saying Kristi. I have never played softball so it was kind of entertaining, but I had a blast. We where about to go home I bent down to buckle Carter in and when I stood up out of no where my heart started pounding like crazy. I sat down and tried to breathe calmly. My heart was beating so fast and hard I was terrified. I was trying to figure out what to do. I drove to my uncle's house, he was able to help my calm my heart and give me a name for this problem. This has happened to me before. I started playing soccer Junior year it happened to me twice I ended up passing out both times. The coach said I couldn't play anymore until I went and got checked out. They gave me an inhaler, some pills, and told me to eat a snack before practice. I don't think they had a clue what was wrong. I have come up with a theory for why it happens. I played soccer senior year and never had a problem. I think that junior year I was just so nervous and excited because I had never played before. That is what happened Thursday night I was so excited and nervous because I have never played softball before. I am just grateful that I didn't pass out this time that is scary and embarrassing. I think what scared me the most is that my heart has never beat that fast in my life. Anyway it isn't life threatening and there are some easy tricks to try to regulate your heartbeat. I am going to have to practice catching since I will be playing Thursday. I am pretty excited so I should probably knock that off :)

I have been reading blogs today. Mainly trying to figure out what I am supposed to do with this. I think I am going to love it though.

Yesterday Madison was making a sandwich and she told Carter "don't eat the white stuff I have tried it lots of times and it is not good!" She is constantly saying the funniest things. I am getting kind of nervous to send her to school I am going to miss so much. The one thing I am looking forward too and have since I was still in school is shopping for school supplies. It is going to be so fun letting her pick out new shoes, and such. Carter is going to miss her so much though. They have never really spent much time apart so this should be a shock. Good thing it is only half day kindergarten.

Yesterday was Craft day, possibly the last one until school starts again. That is okay because it will be replaced with library/pool day. I should probably take a break from all the bows and headbands, I have become an addict.

This is my blog :)

I created this blog so I could read Brytani's blog. I am not sure if it was actually necessary to create one to read one but I couldn't figure it out any other way. I am kind of excited to have a place to put my crafts. My facebook friends have probably been hoping I would get one for a while so I would lay off the posts all ready.